PK

Hello
Maybe two other things
And I remember just there being this huge, deep discussion
About faith, about my faith, about what I believe in

Ups and all the downs in a text
Merrily-go-round in a text
Tell 'em what's really up, so they can judge
What's going on in your head
Ups and all the downs in a text
Merrily-go-round in a text
Tell 'em what's really up, so they can call you
Liar

I don't know when I'll ever tell anybody that dream, but
I stood up for myself and said, "You know what?
I'm gonna believe what I believe regardless of what you believe about me"

Figure you're just giving highs again
Figure you're just getting low again
Talking 'bout what you don't know again
Talking like you'll say goodbye again
Knowing you don't wanna go again
Letting go of letting go again
Holding on to letting bygones be bygones
Lie like you mean it

I really disagreed
And I'm not sure at what point, you know, it got to this, but
Like, I was trying to be super respectful the whole way through
And not have to say what I was feeling

They say, "Why you don't talk no more?"
I say, "My, you all talk so much"
They say, "'Cause you don't talk no more", ayy
"Don't you trust us?"
I said, "Your words never say what I mean
But you still take 'em and run for all you think I'm worth (I'm worth, I'm worth, I'm worth)
Well, go on, take 'em and run
For all you think I-" (I'm worth, I'm worth, I'm worth)

And then, finally, I just couldn't take it
Everyone was saying
"Fuck your theology" over and over
And it started off soft, but eventually it kept me up

They're still fam, that's what I called them
Still play the organ, it feels like my heart feels
Sometimes, I call them, but I play ball on Sundays
And I don't need them to believe me ever