Nostalgia Is A Lie

I may never slow down 'til I'm in my hearse
Can't tell if I'm blessed or if I'm cursed
But I move along, gonna sing my song
'Cos I know my words
Still gonna get knocked down, but I know my worth
Yeah, I know my worth

Baby, it was so simple
Just a couple of years ago
I would run wherever the wind blow
I was living with no cares
Now I got nightmares soon as my eyes close
Am I losing my soul?

Nostalgia lied to me once again
Making me believe
That everything that happened back then
Was all so easy
Sometimes I reminisce 'bout things that I miss
But I know that they're not real
Nostalgia lied to me once again
Making me wanna go back

And my mind on the Hollywood bills
House in the Hollywood hills
How many gotta get killed
Off of them Hollywood pills?
Yeah, remember when I was a kid
And I wasn't scare of shit

Wishing I could go back now
When my worries and fears were
Out in the background
Having trouble to laugh now
'Cause I know if I could relive
All the things I am missing today
There's no way that it could be the same

Nostalgia lied to me once again
Making me believe
That everything that happened back then
Was all so easy
Sometimes I reminisce 'bout things that I miss
But I know that they're not real
Nostalgia lied to me once again
Making me wanna go back