Outside

I been staying out the way
If you ask I ain't been straight
But on my mama and my gang
Imma put it in they face
Show em I ain't come to play

But I can't come outside
I been praying for those better days
God knows I'm trying to keep my faith
But I'm so hurt I don't know how to make it go away

Y'all been asking hey Layton girl where you been at
Where the music don't tell me you said forget that
Drowning out myself in all this pain
Tired of all the dirt thats thrown on my name

Jesus please can you feel my needs
Help me heal with these broken wings
Everything ain't always what it seems
Trying to take away this hurt inside of me

Cause I can't come outside
Can't tell you what it feel like
I been going through real life
All the crazy shit I seen it started affecting me

I ain't had a break yet can't get away
Can't stop overthinking how I get this way
Want to be confident stop the room when I walk in it
Put it all on the line

But I can't come outside
I been praying for those better days
God knows I'm trying to keep my faith
But I'm so hurt I don't know how to make it go away

Y'all been asking hey Layton girl where you been at
Where the music don't tell me you said forget that
Drowning out myself in all this pain
Tired of all the dirt thats thrown on my name