novocaine

I love to build up
Then burn it down
I light a match
To blow it out
I'm blowing up
But slowing down
Don't act surprised
I don't stick around
Say I dont hate you at all
And I've put a hole in my wall
And that's not like me at all
Think I turned into someone I don't know

I'm sorry I'm made this way
Why don't you feel like novocaine instead of razor blades?
Love fades away, I know
But you're pretending like you hating me when you don't

They say be careful what you wish for
I wish I could feel more
(I wish I could feel more, I wish I could feel more)
And when I drove right off the highway
I blamed it on the billboard
(I blamed it on the billboard, I blamed it on the billboard)

I'm sorry I'm made this way
Why don't you feel like novocaine instead of razor blades?
Fades away, I know
But you're pretending like you hating me when you don't

I'm sorry I'm made this way
Why don't you feel like novocaine instead of razor blades?
Fades away, I know
But you're pretending like you hating me when you don't

They say be careful what you wish for
I wish I could feel more
(I wish I could feel more, I wish I could feel more)
And when I drove right off the highway
I blamed it on the billboard