numb

This a story where depressed boys prosper
So I' a flex 'til my heart stop knocking
I'ma ball, I'm a buy my own coffin
Shoutout to Rahkgee
'Cause we be fucking flossing
That's what we doing
While these fuckboys talking
Most these bitches thots
And that's why you can't love them
Man recently my life has been feeling like a trap
Nineteen years up on this earth, already wanna pass
Everyday I wake up I'm a burden to myself
I'm a fucking walking ghost, a dusty picture on the shelf
But I'm still balling
'Cause I hide my pain, man but someday
This pain gon' turn into some fame
That's why they fucking with me
'Cause my money stay expanding
Lil shawty gimme top
But she don't speak my language
And please shut the fuck
With that talking bitch
I'm tryna get numb
I ain't at this party for fun
And please shut the fuck up
About that bitch
Man, I'm tryna get numb, numb
I wish I didn't have to do this
She on all fours like a buddhist
I wish I didn't go through this
I ain't got feelings, is it cool bitch?

Now please don't mind me
I'm tryna get numb, numb
You know I used to love the feeling
I'm tryna get numb, numb
Now please don't mind me
I'm tryna get numb, numb
You know I used to love the feeling
I'm tryna get numb, numb
Now please don't mind me
I'm tryna get numb, numb
You know I used to love the feeling
I'm tryna get numb, numb
Now please don't mind me
I'm tryna get numb, numb
You know I used to love the feeling
I'm tryna get numb, numb