Sad And Successful

(So sad and successful)
Sometimes I wake up wonder how did I get here
Went from small-town Iowa to Hollywood hills
Told my little brother imma be gone for a while

Moved away to be a light in a shaded room
But all I've done's close the blinds cause I'm tryna be cool
On the phone with my mom says I'm losing it
I'm losing it, I'm losing it
I'm losing it, I'm losing it

Oh, I don't wanna be somebody
Who's got it all but got nobody?
Don't wanna wake up in the end in a million-dollar bed
So sad and successful

Oh, I'm losing friends, I'm losing sleep
How's that for living the dream?
Don't wanna wake up in the end in a million-dollar bed
So sad and successful

What happened to that girl writing songs in her room?
Not because it's her job, just inspired to
Man I miss that, haven't felt that way in a while

My dad's birthday is tonight and I'm not there
Said I'll buy something nice, I'll make up for it next year
(I'm losing it)

Oh, I don't wanna be somebody
Who's got it all but got nobody?
Don't wanna wake up in the end in a million-dollar bed
So sad and successful

Oh, I'm losing friends, I'm losing sleep
How's that for living the dream?
Don't wanna wake up in the end in a million-dollar bed
So sad and successful

Could someone please tell me?
Who I'm supposed to be
Right now I'm stuck in between
Who I was and who I don't wanna be

Oh, I don't wanna be somebody
Who's got it all but got nobody
Don't wanna wake up in the end in a million dollar bed
So sad and successful

Oh, I'm losing friends, I'm losing sleep
How's that for living the dream
Don't wanna wake up in the end in a million dollar bed
So sad and successful
(So sad and successful)