Brutal

(Just bear with me)

No matter how many skies have fallen
No matter how many times I'm hollowed out
I'm carrying the sun, I'm crying to the song
That I used to dance to, mmh
No matter how many nights I'm sleepless
No matter how many times I fall to pieces
I'm carrying the moon, I'm lying in the room
That we used to love in, mmh

So I was wide awake last night
Wishing you could look me in my eyes
Brutal is better than confused
We're close at the moment with you
When I was wide awake last night
Hoping maybe you could change my mind
Brutal is better than confused
We're close at the weight that I feel when I'm with you

One day I'll feel like I can trust ya
Baby, then the next day I feel numb, I feel nothing
And I don't know what's worse, when I'm dying from the thirst
That I used to drown in, mmh

So I was wide awake last night
Wishing you could look me in my eyes
Brutal is better than confused
We're close at the moment with you
When I was wide awake last night
Hoping maybe you could change my mind
Brutal is better than confused
We're close at the weight that I feel when I'm with you

Say you've changed
I'm in pain
Should I stay?
Say you've changed
I'll pretend
It's complicated