I Apologize

No ceilings
I just thank the lord to still be amongst the land of the living
Tryna take care of my business after that mug and pat can come get me
We used to tear this motherfucker up I want to help them rebuild it
I'll lay my life down right now for every single one of these children

I apologize
All the shit I done I didn't understand I
I want to see my niggas make it to a better man
I ain't sorry for anything I've done in the past
So y'all pray for me
I know we can move on from the past my apologies

Man I wish that we could go back
I want my niggas back I swear I miss them so bad
Bottom line
No going back in time but let me take care of they babies like they mine
Look I only want to live to help somebody else from dying
If I don't bless they mind I won't rap another line
I know I got the gift but it's his, not mine
In them dark times when the real stars shine
Everybody say they out the way and acting blind
You wonder why these lil niggas don't respect ya mind homie
It's all good though gone move around
We gone hold us down
Just pray for us sometime

I apologize
All the shit I done I didn't understand I
I want to see my niggas make it to a better man
I ain't sorry for anything I've done in the past
So y'all pray for me
I know we can move on from the past my apologies

Listen this gone be a job for the realist
Everybody got to play they part and position
You don't got no voice hollering they ain't trying to hear it
You don't hold no rank if you can't make em pay attention
See og only mean father figure
If you ain't teach em shit how they supposed to do different
We just getting what was given
If We pave the way, then them our ways in them
Look I ain't tryna point no figures nigga im just trying to fix it
It's all of our problem that mean all of us did it
So it's gone take all of us to be with it
I'm just starting with the man in the mirror and

I apologize
All the shit I done I didn't understand I
I want to see my niggas make it to a better man
I ain't sorry for anything I've done in the past
So y'all pray for me
I know we can move on from the past my apologies

Been thru it all
I felt the rise and I felt the fall yea yea
I know the feeling to have it all
And I know the feeling to have nothing at all
We fall down yea yea
But we come back around
And that's all that matters
Whoa that's all that matters
That's all that matters matters matters
That's all that matters is us