Still Depressed

Yeah, my old me's still depressed, some of y'all ain't seen the stress
That's okay, I feel enough for both of us
Yeah, my old me's still depressed, some of y'all ain't seen the stress
That's okay, I feel enough for both of us, yeah

I could quit so make a change (make a change)
Hit the track and it bangs, yeah
Lowkey feel the pain, it's a shame (it's a), I got money now
I should fucking burn it all and run it down

Can't tell you the last time I wrote for real for real (for real for real)
I been copy and pasting, everything sounding basic
Bitter and I taste it
I really got it back so my competition like to fake it (that's facts)

I've been taking lessons, never L's (no L's)
Will I ever make it major, time will tell (time will tell)
Feel like shit when I'm looking in the mirror (in the mirror)
Disorder since thirteen, yeah, I've been through Hell (been through Hell)

I guess my ego high, lately I been feeling low
Been dropping every week, I'm just tryna hit the growth
Looking at my mentions, I need some space
Feel like getting faded so I take it straight to the face

My old me's still depressed, some of y'all ain't seen the stress
That's okay, I feel enough for both of us
Yeah, my old me's still depressed, some of y'all ain't seen the stress
That's okay, I feel enough for both of us

Yeah, my old me's still depressed, some of y'all ain't seen the stress
That's okay, I feel enough for both of us
Yeah, my old me's still depressed, some of y'all ain't seen the stress
That's okay, I feel enough for both of us, both of us

For a warning, I can feel a storm forming
There's more forces against me than you're absorbing
It's easy to conform back to the norm but it's less rewarding
Is it really worth the stress I'm hoarding, I guess the portion it gets enormous

Yeah, overwhelmed turned into an understatement
Yeah, overwork myself just to feel underrated
Yeah, progress seems to stall and I become impatient
Yeah, swear this time I'm done with waiting, someone tell me

Why I'm up so late at night, fighting sleep and take a flight
Save me from a vacant life, praying I can make it right
But maybe I ain't praying right, need to learn to take advice
I'm here to remind you that it ain't too late to change your life

This hunger lifted me to heights you only get to see
If you can sacrifice the parts of life that make you feel complete
Butterfly effect has sent me right into a winning streak
But still I wouldn't change a thing, this grind is what I live and breathe

My old me's still depressed, some of y'all ain't seen the stress
That's okay I feel enough for both of us
Yeah, my old me's still depressed, some of y'all ain't seen the stress
That's okay I feel enough for both of us

Yeah, my old me's still depressed, some of y'all ain't seen the stress
That's okay I feel enough for both of us
Yeah, my old me's still depressed, some of y'all ain't seen the stress
That's okay I feel enough for both of us, both of us