Livin' A Lie

Apparently
Wasn't what it seemed
Love is such a lonely place
Only in my dreams, are you good to me
And passionately, you show how much you love me

I gotta snap outta denial
Accept this as our fate
Can't wait for love's arrival
I'll be waiting til the end of days
Until I realize

I'm livin such a lie
Actin like this isn't us
I'm livin a lie
We hit the end of our road
The truth is just around the bend
I guess
That we hit a dead end
This is it, yeah
We just ain't working
I won't go any further
No, no further
If I do
I'll just be livin a lie

I don't think
You understand
Cause we've done this song and dance before
But honesty
Is what I've reached
I ain't gone walk in the dark no more

I gotta snap outta denial
Accept this as our fate
Can't wait for love's arrival
I'll be waitin til the end of days
Until I realize

I'm livin such a lie
Actin like this isn't us
I'm livin a lie
We hit the end of our road
The truth is just around the bend
I guess
That we hit a dead end
This is it, yeah
We just ain't working
I won't go any further
No, no further
If I do
I'll just be livin a lie

Re-introduce myself
To reality
I see what's real
Or fake, or fact, or just a fantasy
Oooh, I'm letting go
Of my fears, its over
I wont look
Back at all
My mind's back with it's owner

I'm livin such a lie
Actin like this isn't us
I'm livin a lie
We hit the end of our road
The truth is just around the bend
I guess
That we hit a dead end
This is it, yeah
We just ain't workin
I wont go any further
No, no further
If I do
I'll just be livin a lie