Don't Tell Me

I done seen the skies split seven ways, I been at the top and I been down the way
I been broke down and I been in the way but I'm still here so what's that to say?
I'm in fight mode and then flight mode and then hype mode and then night mode
And I might mode 'cause I don't know if I'll make it outta this fight Lord
So which way do I sail away? Fade in time or walk away?
I'm just tryna stay above the water from them rainy days
I paid time to be on my way with all my bags on a long highway
I'm just tryna stay inside the markers on the interstate
And I never look back 'cause it never felt good to be stuck in the past
And I never wanna know what it's like to be loved but it's never gonna last
So I stay to my own on a road that I know with the pedal on smash
And I play the song and get gone

Don't tell me I been wrong 'cause I don't know what's right
I'm living in a sad song that keeps me up at night
And I'm never all alone 'cause I'm always in my mind
It's feeling like a war that I never wanna fight
It's a never-ending cycle, maybe I'm a psycho
Every single night though, I'm always in my mind so
Don't tell me I been wrong 'cause I don't know what's right
I'm living in a sad song that keeps me up at night
Don't tell me I been wrong

It's cap, mama say use your thinking cap
What I say [?] just bring me back to the crossroads
Where I'm lost in the sauce and don't see no map
But I smoke my pain away but this a slow burn
Everyone sees me fade away, my family's concerned
Do it by my lonely and don't let no one in
Nobody console me, I'm praying it's the end
I'm torn and they can't sow me and nobody can mend
I'm screaming at the church, "Is there somebody you can send?"
'Cause I feel like it's hell, smiling, nobody can tell
I'm on my knees praying so much it's looking like I fell
And I don't really wanna keep making sad songs, making me feel bad
Hiding crying eyes from my baby, God please come bless his dad
Don't tell me I been wrong

Don't tell me I been wrong 'cause I don't know what's right
I'm living in a sad song that keeps me up at night
And I'm never all alone 'cause I'm always in my mind
It's feeling like a war that I never wanna fight
It's a never-ending cycle, maybe I'm a psycho
Every single night though, I'm always in my mind so
Don't tell me I been wrong 'cause I don't know what's right
I'm living in a sad song that keeps me up at night
Don't tell me I been wrong