Worry

(앨범: Over It - 2021)

'Cause I been missing medication
But it's okay, I hate the way I felt sedated
Rather feel myself breaking
And trust me, that's a feeling with which
I had been acquainted
Fucking up my life again, a loser in the making
Feeling out of place like a train without a station
Like a pig without a blanket, like a song without a playlist
All your favorite rappers in their feelings when they play this
Listen up, you better pay attention when I say this
Life is not a joke or a game that you can play
If someone tells you how to win, you better run the other way
Because no one in this life knows what happens when we die
If there's a heaven or a hell when we cross the great divide
Maybe nothing's real and humans are pretend
And we'll all live forever when the simulation ends
Maybe there's a god, if there is, I guess I'm screwed
Or maybe there's nothing and Armageddon's overdue

It goes three two one, then you die and it's done
It might come at 60, it might come at 21
But I ain't gonna worry about that no more
I ain't gonna worry about that
It goes one two three, then you're gone and you're free
They'll forget about you, they'll forget about me
But I ain't gonna worry about that no more
I ain't gonna worry about that

Ay, yeah
Yeah, I been missing my appointments
When it comes to me, it seems that everyone's annoyed or disappointed
Steady staying mad that I refuse to be exploited
I guess I understand, it's best for you if I'm avoided
But the life I've been given is not the one I wanna live
I got daily dreams of dying, I got too much left to give
In the end, I hope this shit is worth it
Yeah, you know I'll stay down, I hope you never feel deserted
I'll never be perfect but I'm sick of feeling worthless
I'm learning how to love again to find a little purpose
And I mean it, you got something special in you, I can see it
Tell me something matters and just maybe I'll believe it
Say there's more than to life than the grave I belong in
And maybe one day I'll meet someone to get along with
I think I'm burning out, I don't know what else to call it
But I'll never quit trying, that's the only thing I'll promise

It goes three two one, then you die and it's done
It might come at 60, it might come at 21
But I ain't gonna worry about that no more
I ain't gonna worry about that
It goes one two three, then you're gone and you're free
They'll forget about you, they'll forget about me
But I ain't gonna worry about that no more
I ain't gonna worry about that no more

I ain't gonna worry about that, about that
No more, no more, about that
About that no more, about that
I ain't gonna worry about that no more