Where You Want to Be

Backwoods on the front lawn, say I'm alright
But it's all wrong, no I'm not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault, right? Yeah
Only happy when I'm recognized online
I've gotta quit wasting my time
Gotta quit chasing your light
Getting high all night
I can't stay high for my whole life, yeah
But I will try

Everybody knows that it's my fault
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk
No sleepwalking
Too fucked up for talking
Pretty soon being I'll be an outline made of chalk (yeah, yeah)
I'm gonna die soon
And when I do
I hope that you know it's not about you
Turns out I didn't know enough about you
Turns out the world don't revolve around you

But in my head everything's bad
Everything's wrong
Everything's sad
Been way too long I felt like that
Pandemic vibes, miss Mom and Dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had
Is the measure of my life really my stacks?
Whether or not you're better off in my bed
I want to love what I treasure and clear my head

So get the fuck away from me if
This isn't where you want to be then
Just go ahead and you can leave
And when this's all over then you can be free
I don't really understand my thoughts
That it's all my fault when it's clearly not
Every time we talk I test my luck
Then I fucked this up, who would have thought? (yeah)

Backwoods on the front lawn, say I'm alright
But it's all wrong, no I'm not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault, right? Yeah
Only happy when I'm recognized online
I've gotta quit wasting my time
Gotta quit chasing your lie
Getting high all night
I can't stay high for my whole life, yeah
But I will try