Better Alone

I sing songs, I chill on my phone
But I'm always gon' feel alone
Mental battles that I fight on my own
That nobody knows and I wonder why
I go over the top for my friends
I been leaning back, but how far can I bend?
I got a broken heart, it's the same one I lend
To people who live for drama
Got stone cold trauma
Don't want no problems, but you
Seem to think you got answers for me
Fuck it, I'mma just say I don't understand when I do
Maybe you'll stop texting me and you'll stop stressing me

I had moments when I lashed out and I crash out
No one knows what I mean...
I'm at everybody's side
Through the wrongs, through the rights
No one ever gave a fuck about me
Let me say, I don't deserve that shit from no one
Shit it's been a journey
Not a short one, a long one
And if I go back, let me tell you I'm so done
Cause I done spent long nights crying and all this time I can't get back
Wish I could...
But I'm a fool if I ain't thinking that everyone would
It's okay, cause no one ever really cared about me anyway

I sing songs, I chill on my phone
But I'm always gon' feel alone
Mental battles that I fight on my own
That nobody knows and I wonder why
I go over the top for my friends
I been leaning back, but how far can I bend?
I got a broken heart, it's the same one I lend
To people who live for drama
Got stone cold trauma
Don't want no problems, but you
Seem to think you got answers for me
Fuck it, I'mma just say I don't understand when I do
Maybe you'll stop texting me and you'll stop stressing me