Since I've Been Sober

Ten years dead set
Never took a sober breath
Hurting everyone I love
Hope I can make amends
Fake friends and LA nights
Mom and dad are not in sight
Sicker than my secrets
Guess I'm a misfit

Took a pill, felt alive
Got famous, dead inside
Yeah I know it's bad for me
Moments and memories
Struggling to fit in
Man I was just a kid
I was just a kid

And I'm sorry I've been so hard to love
I swear I'm done this time
Can't you see
If there's a God, grant me the serenity

(If there's a god, grant me the serenity)

And I covered up
The scars yeah with these tattoos on my arms
I still got love
For the person I was
Glad that shit is over
Glad I'm fucking sober

And I'm sorry I've been so hard to love
I swear I'm done this time
Can't you see
If there's a God, grant me the serenity
If I could I would but now it's over
(I feel like now I've got my closure)
But I wouldn't wanna do it over
Since I've been sober

(Hooweh, hooweh)
(Hey)
(Oh)

If I could I would but now it's over
Yeah!
I wouldn't wanna do it over
Since I've been sober

And I'm sorry I've been so hard to love
I swear I'm done this time
Can't you see
If there's a God, grant me the serenity
If I could I would but now it's over
(I feel like now I've got my closure)
But I wouldn't wanna do it over
Since I've been sober