2019

Well aren't you a breath of fresh air
I wouldn't breathe again if you weren't in my atmosphere
So let's get lost around the world, ain't no atlases near
Just a mattress and some ashes from the blunts that we shared

Not a care in the world, rubbing my hands through your curls
We're just two best friends, just like Tyler and Earl
Maybe druski ski and jack, or a junkie on crack
Girl, I still think about you

In my head, it's the closest I get, so I've been dreaming about you
No matter how hard I try to forget, I still think about you
Fell so many times you were the crutch of my life, I was leaning on you
I'm still thinking about the times we had, yeah

I love your perfect imperfections
Legend has it, every direction you step in, flowers grow
From underneath your soles, roses flourish
Look at how you growing, maybe we could build a forest

I'm just thinking, you make me feel like when Goldilocks got that bowl of porridge
She so desperately needed
I won't let these forest creatures fuck up what we got
I'd light up the whole block, I'd smoke smoky and I ain't even talk about no pot

I still think about you
Said I wouldn't, but last night, girl I had a dream about you
Try to stay up all night, couldn't get you out my mind, I'm still thinking about you
Felt so many times you were the crutch of my life, I was still leaning on you

Still thinking about 2019
I ain't had shit, but some charm and a dream
That's when I met you, I tried to make you my queen
You put me on a feeling shit, and back then, that was a whole new thing

You made me feel so important
You made me feel so important, yeah
Wish I could've returned the favor
Wish I could've been your savior

Falling out of love and fell into my bag
Bentley trucks and bodegas I like
Getting to these racks, I like platinum plaques
Melodies ain't nobody telling me shit

I'm confident within myself now, because I'm lit, see
I wasn't confident with you and that's my fault
I was an insecure homeless nigga
I felt like a straight dog

I can't cap, but you brought me around
I fell in love with music and rap and then life again, so
I still think about you
In my head, it's the closest I get, so I've been dreaming about you

No matter how hard I try to forget, I still think about you
Felt so many times you were the crutch of my life, I was leaning on you
I'm still thinking about the times we had, yeah
I still talk to your dad, huh

Don't get mad, we ain't talk about you, shit
I ain't never had a dad, so me and yours cool, and
All we ever talk about is gambling and hooping, shit
I can't lie, almost asked you about you twice
But I didn't even know it's bugging me

What's on your mind
Butterfly, I know you got a man
Ain't trying to intertwine, but if that nigga mess it up
Then I'm the first person in line again
It's only right I make you mine again

Needle and haystacks, the chances you take me back
But I feel like we got that spark
Girl, we the perfect match
But I still think about you
Said I wouldn't, but I lied again

I don't wanna be just a friend
I wanna be with you till the end