blind spot

I remember the first time someone pulled me aside
And said I need to control my temper
I was always the one picking sides
I knew who was right
Couldn't hold my tongue if I knew better
I always threw punches and put up a fight
So, why do I keep begging for you to treat me right?

You could break my heart and I'd say "Thank you"
At least that means you think of me in some virtue
I know it sounds reckless that I put myself in danger
Rather let you hurt me then love another stanger

You could burn my house down, don't know what for
And all I'd be is grateful you're back at my door
Tired of asking if you're gonna love me or not?
Are you mine or a blind spot?

I hate that I waited all night for a conversation
That you had to beg me to have
Being stood up hurts double
When it took me a week to agree that I'd call you back
You always say "Sorry" then fuck up as bad
So, why am I giving you chances to mend something
We never really had?

You could break my heart and I'd say "Thank you"
At least that means you think of me in some virtue
I know it sounds reckless that I put myself in danger
Rather let you hurt me then love another stanger

You could burn my house down, don't know what for
And all I'd be is grateful you're back at my door
Tired of asking if you're gonna love me or not?
Are you mine or a blind spot?

Are you mine or a blind spot?
It's dangerous and reckless, it's everything and manic
It's all because, it's all because it's you
It's dangerous, it's toxic, it's psycho and manic
It's everything I hate because it's you

You could break my heart and I'd say "Thank you"
At least that means you think of me in some virtue
I know it sounds reckless that I put myself in danger
Rather let you hurt me then love another stanger

You could burn my house down, don't know what for
And all I'd be is grateful you're back at my door
Tired of asking if you're gonna love me or not?
Are you mine or a blind spot?