In My Finals

People keep asking me are you excited?
Sure I am but there's a "But", can't deny it
Last year I showed up with no expectation
And managed to sidestep that elimination

Went to finals and it felt so good
But this year I'm back and I feel like I "should"
Be as good as I was, it's a new kind of pressure
Forget being good now I gotta be better

I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals

I'm just a human not an illusion
Honesty's always, always been my solution
I wake up sad, and I miss my dogs
I could make screwing screw up a full time job

But my little finger says right here in ink
That shit truly happens, so I might as well sing cuz
Even when I look like a milly bomb
Doesn't mean, all my self-doubt is gone

I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals

I worked my ass off to get to this place
This artist, this human, she's back in the race
Forget expectations, forget all my fear
I'm gonna enjoy every minute this year

I got no endgame, I ain't thinking twice
Cuz I'm already in the finals of life
The truth's in my heart and it's going viral
Tell them
I'm in my finals

I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals
I'm in my finals