Pain

I don't wanna be here, but I have to
Can I ask you, was it worth it all?
Cause you and me didn't really work at all
I really wanna know, did it hurt to call?
I don't entertain these stupid games
I refuse to play, who's to blame?
Guess I was stuck in my foolish ways
I'd never have a dog, you would choose to change
You proofed me wrong and that's my bad
I never understood what I had
I hate this shit
Cause relationships are the goddamn reason that I'm mad
I must be a demon, the way that I treat you
Sorry, I'm human, I'm made to deceive you
Sorry I'm evil, I'm trying to change

But all I feel is pain
It's running through my veins
I didn't mean to hurt you
And it's driving me insane
Look at my reflection
What have I become?
Feel like I'm a monster
What have I just done?

All I feel is pain
It's running through my veins
I didn't mean to hurt you
And it's driving me insane
Look at my reflection
What have I become?
Feel like I'm a monster
What have I just done?
All I feel is

I don't know what's gotten into me, no!
All of my friends turned to enemies, woah!
All of this pain has been killing me slow
Pressure built up and I'm ready to blow
Yes, it's my fault but that don't even matter
I gave you my heart and you cracked it and it shattered
And once you need help, looks like everyone scatters
They all disappear just like abracadabra
I look in the mirror and couldn't be clearer
Cause I am a monster; It's all cause of me
I just need help, I'm no longer myself
And I need to discover who I wanna be
So, am I gonna change? (am I gonna change?)
Or will I be the same (will I be the same?)
Cause I'm feeling insane, yeah

That's cause all I feel is pain
It's running through my veins
I didn't mean to hurt you
And it's driving me insane
Look at my reflection
What have I become?
Feel like I'm a monster
What have I just done?

All I feel is pain
It's running through my veins
I didn't mean to hurt you
And it's driving me insane
Look at my reflection
What have I become?
Feel like I'm a monster
What have I just done?
All I feel is

All I feel is pain
It's running through my veins
I didn't mean to hurt you
And it's driving me insane
Look at my reflection
What have I become?
Feel like I'm a monster
What have I just done?

All I feel is pain
It's running through my veins
I didn't mean to hurt you
And it's driving me insane
Look at my reflection
What have I become?
Feel like I'm a monster
What have I just done?
All I feel is