Worst Days

I don't know how I got here in the first place
Alone and used back in my birth place
My soul will now rest
It's an earthquake
And just thinking of it brings the worst days
The worst days

Maybe I'm psycho, lunatic walking that tightrope
Everybody's been through trauma
Couldn't even tell me we might go
Even we would ever you want to
Bury me inside a brief now that I haunt you
Doing what it takes I don't care what it cost to
Headed for myself [?]
Who would have thought tripping in here
Trying to resist legit for ten years
All of my problems go in and out of both ears
From when I was a kid I was chasing fears
I hate it here; replace my tears
I need action
They lit the candle of my passion
My faith in people and my faith in music has been clashing
And I'm slipping back into the old ways
But no matter what we go through
I'll keep living through the drama
Self-medicating everyday isn't fixing off the problems

Cause I don't know how I got here in the first place
Alone and used back in my birth place
My soul will now rest
It's an earthquake
And just thinking of it brings the worst days

[?] living I'm giving an broken brain
It's under clouds and lightning storms and all I see is rain
People don't pursue me cause it's gloomy where I stay
They only love my music they don't care if I decay
I don't wanna be like this, I'm sick!
I don't wanna feel this way, okay?
I don't wanna face my demons, they're screaming
Some reason I'm awake
Hate life them I'm up late nights and I can't sleep when they stay light
Woah
They may say nice things about me
But deep inside I feel like I'm drowning
Days I'm counting down my heart pounding
Screaming shouting I'm not about this
I can't be the best if I'm stressed
I can't beat the rest of my flesh
I can't see the mess in my head
I messed up again; I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead

I don't know how I got here in the first place
Alone and used back in my birth place
My soul will now rest
It's an earthquake
And just thinking of it brings the worst days

I don't know how I got here in the first place
Alone and used back in my birth place
My soul will now rest
It's an earthquake
And just thinking of it brings the worst days