Happy

(album: Stay Awake - 2023)

I'm gonna make a change
Gonna start a new
Have to take a different view
I'm happy tonight

In this world of war and self decay
I wish I could say I'm okay
I'm happy tonight

Cause I'm the one that shouldn't feel
But you're making me
There's a mark that you left
I have to make my peace
If I can't love all of myself
I'm wasting memories
It's over

I'm so happy
But I can't breathe
I'm so happy
Like I should be

People love to judge
And talk their shit
I'm not gonna have that one bit
I'm happy tonight

But how am I supposed to love myself
When all I do is seek approval
From someone else
It's such a stupid ugly truth

And I'm the one that shouldn't feel
But you're making me
There's a mark that you left
I have to make my peace
If I can't love all of myself
I'm wasting memories
It's over

I'm so happy
But I can't breathe
And I'm so happy
Just like they told me

I wanna stand up, stand up
And feel something real
All this fake business it's bullshit
Never felt this numb
Just wanna feel it, feel it
Give me some more
Of what you're really feeling
To settle the score
Just wanna feel it all

I'm so happy
But I can't breathe
I'm so happy
Like I should be

I'm so happy, yeah
So happy, yeah
I'm happy, I'm happy
So happy
I'm so happy
I'm so happy