Useless

(album: Secrets - 2020)

Fall asleep and wake up, it's a cycle, repeat
Got a frown on my face but I smile when I need
To hide how I feel, keep my feelings discrete
I know I need some help, I know that's what I need
But I don't give a fuck, I'm finna hide it anyways
I've been feeling the same every single fucking day
Do this music for me, don't give fucks about no plays
Thought I was doing good but I lost you anyway

Nevermind, just forget that I said it
I don't wanna say a word, know I'll regret it
I know where I'm going, I know where I'm headed
I don't owe you any favors, not indebted, no
Always talking shit, you talking out your fucking mouth, oh
Shit is going down, I know that shit gonna go south, oh
Recording late, now people tell me "Turn it down"
I don't care, I'ma put my heart, put my all into my sound
Wrote it down, I'm just tired of the bullshit
Don't try to earn back my trust 'cause it's useless
I feel like Keegan, confused, got me clueless
I do these drugs just so I can get through this
Inhale, exhale, I don't know another pattern
Telling all these lies, you telling fiction, I feel like I'm Saturn
Picked up on your habits, I can see right through your fucking patterns
Threw all of my fucks out the window cus' I don't even have em'

I don't care so shut the fuck up, huh
Only going forward, no, I cannot back up, no
Always seem to fuck up and I got some bad luck now
Shout out to my niggas and all my brothers in trust now
I can't let you down, I gotta put on for my city, uh
Hardest style right now, nobody really fucking with me
I know some niggas mad, I think they wish that I was kidding
My talent's really popping out because it's been so hidden

Fall asleep and wake up, it's a cycle of pain
Got a frown on my face but I smile when I need
To hide how I feel, keep my feelings discrete
I know I need some help, I know that's what I need