Regret

(album: Secrets - 2020)

Fortune Swan, stop that shit

Feelings coming out at night, nothing in my heart
People always giving up on me, they never try
Always wanna leave, you never once stayed by my side
I've been tryna change, I've been using all of my mind

I know you might regret, and I know the shit you said
I'm tryna put it in the past cause I just want the best
Cause everything I love is fucked up, everything is such a mess
I been tired of living life that's why I'm living in distress
Wake up from my dreams, I'm stuck in this friction
I always been ranting but nobody listens
Slurring my words, don't know how I destine my diction
Said that I'm fine, that I'm okay, I'm kidding

I've been struggling with my thoughts
Nobody won't come and talk
And I'm tired, I've had enough
It's getting bad, it's getting rough
I've been trying to try enough
But then people always give up on me

I'm sick and tired, I'm tired of getting last place
Slow down, I think I need pick up my pace
Lost her, and you told me right up to my face
And I feel like I am such a damn disgrace

I'm sick and tired, I'm tired of getting last place
Slow down, I think I need pick up my pace
Lost her, and you told me right up to my face
And I feel like I am such a damn disgrace

Stepping down and walk round, oh why don't you
I'm in a Starbucks and my life is falling through, doom
I'm cutting everybody out, don't want them around
I'm tryna live up to these standards, now I let you down

Stepping down and walk round, oh why don't you
I'm in a Starbucks and my life is falling through, doom
I'm cutting everybody out, don't want them around
I'm tryna live up to these standards, now I let you down