Vivid

(album: SUMMER03 - 2021)

They told me not to throw away my love, but I did it
The shit that you've been saying got me mad, it got me livid
It's stuck inside my head, your image is very vivid
Don't care what you say 'cause you will never be forgiven

Of all the shit that you did
Ever since you left my side, I haven't been the same kid
I contain all my emotions, on the top put a lid
I'm so sick and fucking tired of going through all this shit, yeah

And you're saying that I'm toxic, it's your fault
And I ain't gonna take the stand just to take your fall
And I see all your fucking texts, but I won't pick up your calls
I just wish I never met you, never met you at all
And I stand by the shit that I said
All the love in the air, the cupid just got em' done
All the lies that you told me, that you put in my head
And I've been sticked to my phone so my eyes don't shut

Let me take a step back and reconsider my words
'Cause I know my condition, and position, it could be worse
The only time I want you near me is when I'm in my hearse
You put me through a lot of pain, you put me in lots of hurt
And I know God says forgive, but I'm too far gone
I hope you sit and you cry over what you've done
All this pressure on me weighs a fucking ton
Run away from the truth, know I'm on the run

Take a shot and put a bullet through my head, yeah
Throw my body on the floor, my heart, you know it bled
Take all of the shit you told me, all the shit you said to the grave
Emotions fucking up my thoughts, I don't know how to behave
But your friends I don't know wanna see it, yeah
Don't want the truth, I don't want it, won't believe it, no
Say you're my friend, but you're plotting, you're deceiving, yeah
Might as well leave my side like everyone does, too

They told me not to throw away my love, but I did it
The shit that you've been saying got me mad, got me livid
It's stuck inside my head, your image is very vivid
Don't care what you say 'cause you will never be forgiven