Paranoid

(album: Red Lights - 2018)

There's a monster in my head
A memory I can't forget
And it's never gonna leave
Because maybe she broke my backbone and drove me out my mind
Just another cold burn from all the times
She said she'd set me free

Well you sold me out
So now you keep keep going down
Because the demons never sleep

I'm paranoid that the girl without the voice
Is saying that I'm going insane
Well, we all know that the darkness never fades
I'm paranoid that the girl without the voice
Is saying that I'm going insane
Well, we all know that the darkness never fades

And the truth scares me to death
That there's no ache left in my chest
Just a tragedy I lost
But my knees go weak at the thought of you kissing his lips
Running your hands down to get your fix
But now I finally see

How you sold me out
And now you can't stop going down
So if you thought that you could leave, oh baby…

I'm paranoid that the girl without the voice
Is saying that I'm going insane
Well, we all know that the darkness never fades
I'm paranoid that the girl without the voice
Is saying that I'm going insane
Well, we all know that the darkness never fades

I can't take it
All the memories erased in hatred
All you know I'm just stuck in the middle
I'm innocent
Cause I can't face it
All the therapy just fuels my hatred
I'm just stuck in the middle, caught up in the riddle
Stuck in the middle of what you did

I'm paranoid that the girl without the voice
Is saying that I'm going insane
Well, we all know that the darkness never fades
I'm paranoid that the girl without the voice
Is saying that I'm going insane
Well, we all know that the darkness never fades