frac/tions

(album: grieving and growing up - 2022)

"It's so embarrassing, the way you even care at all..."
I'm sniffing kerosene and inhaling these aerosols
God gave my parents wings, my father flew away
My mother did the same but different, hope she found a better place
I thought I was asleep, I thought it was a dream
But I guess it was real, you were speaking to me
Through some spiritual link that I thought couldn't exist
But my vision was void, with you standing in it

Tell me what happened
Tell me what happened
(The memories will only come to me in fractions)
Tell me what happened
Tell me what happened
(The memories will only come to me in fractions)
My youth is a blur
It's truth and it hurts
(The memories will only come to me in fractions)
The truth is a blur
The truth in it hurts
(The memories will only come to me in fractions)

(The memories will only come to me in fractions)
(The memories will only come to me in fractions)
(The memories will only come to me in fractions)
(The memories will only come to me in fractions)

"It's so embarrassing, the way you even care at all..."
I'm sniffing kerosene and inhaling these aerosols
God gave my parents wings, my father flew away
My mother did the same but different, hope she found a better place
I thought I was asleep, I thought it was a dream
But I guess it was real, you were speaking to me
Through some spiritual link that I thought couldn't exist
But my vision was void, with you standing in it