By Now…

(album: Ashes - 2018)

By now you've probably found a new one
Don't think she knows where you came from
Right now I'll put your name in sad songs
You don't even listen to
By now you're probably somewhere real warm
Don't think she has the words you're looking for
Right now your pictures on my bedroom floor
Where we used to lay

I'm sorry I wasn't gold enough
Shiny for you
With all my edges rough
Bound to lose
And oh oh oh oh oh
I'm sorry I wasn't bold enough
I tried to break through
But you just cut me off
I fade to blue
And oh oh oh oh oh

By now you've probably forgot all about
The way we talked forever
Right now I wish we were together
So I could say all these things
I've been holding onto ever since you went your own way
I know why things change

I'm sorry I wasn't gold enough
Shiny for you
With all my edges rough
Bound to lose
And oh oh oh oh oh
I'm sorry I wasn't bold enough
I tried to break through
But you just cut me off
I fade to blue
And oh oh oh oh oh