Seed

(album: The Beginning Of All Things To End - 2001)

Fall down
Can't pick myself up off the ground
Head down
I see catastrophe
And it's right in front of me
Mother, father
Please don't make me choose between you
I love both of you

Mother please
All I want to be is just little me
Father please
All I want to be is your son

No fair
Trespass the tiny mind of a child
Despair
In my world surrounds me
It's immersed me
Rips right through me
Remember
The day they told me I'm so scared?
Suffer
My wound's not healing

Mother please
All I want to be is just little me
Father please
All I want to be is your son

Sometimes
In dark my mind will roam
To a time
I spent alone
As a child
As a small boy
As a child
As a small boy

I
I
I
I

I remember a time as a child
I looked to see my father's eyes burn bright
I remember a time as a boy
I looked into myself to see my life
I remember a time as a child
I looked to see my father's eyes burn bright
I remember a time as a child
When I looked and I screamed
I still scream and I say!

Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me

I died that day
All I want to say

(Mother, please) Mother, please
All I want to be is a little way deep inside of you
(Father please) Father, please
All I want to be is a little me don't make me choose
(Mother, please) Mother, please
All I want to be is a little way deep inside of you
(Father please) Father, please
All I want to be is a little me is because of you

What now? Fuck you
What now? Fuck you
What now? Fuck you
What now? Fuck