Sometimes

(album: New Beginnings - 2020)

Sometimes I'm all right, sometimes I don't know
Watching time fly makes me feel old
Sometimes you move up, sometimes you lose track
But all the ups and downs that life has got me coming right back

You got your ups and your downs, confident to clown
You could feel left out of your own damn house
Be on top of the world kissin on a girl
So nervous you could feel what it means to be real
You can need your own space, get your own place
But feel so alone when nobody wants to stay
You could finally fall in love, you fit just like a glove
Then find out you're not enough, no!

Sometimes I'm all right, sometimes I don't know
Watching time fly makes me feel old
Sometimes when I'm high my mind is so low
Wondering why my room is so cold
Sometimes I'm in love, sometimes I fall fast
Losing my trust, run from my past
Sometimes you move up, sometimes you lose track
But all the ups and downs that life has got me coming right back
(And all the ups and downs that life has got me coming right back)

And I don't understand where I want to go
Looking like I'm feeling high, but I'm still so low
Wish I understood why I am so alone
Got no one to trust, I'm just standing on my own two feet
And all these secrets that I keep
Wish I could just fall in love, wish I could just fall asleep
Think that I've been hurt enough by some friends I didn't need
As I sit up on this bluff and I smoke a little weed
Cuz everything doesn't feel the same to me
I'm patiently waiting for the pain to seep
Out of my skin and into someone gracefully
And maybe then you could finally get a taste of me
Got no friends, cuz they become so fake when
You make a statement and the world engages
And I spend, all of my time making
Something that I hope can finally make some changes, oh!

Sometimes I'm all right, sometimes I don't know
Watching time fly makes me feel old
Sometimes when I'm high my mind is so low
Wondering why my room is so cold
Sometimes I'm in love, sometimes I fall fast
Losing my trust, run from my past
Sometimes you move up, sometimes you lose track
But all the ups and downs that life has got me coming right back
(And all the ups and downs that life has got me coming right back)
But all the ups and downs that life has got me coming right