FML

(album: Millennial Meltdown - 2019)

I hold my breath awaiting tragedy
A young Macbeth is my reality
I'm gone tryna find a way with no sense of direction
Moving on, come back everyday
Like I ain't learned a lesson

But I been working on that and learning my purpose
Stuck inside of that circus
Why they never pull the cord for my curtains
Even when I know I finally deserve it
I've been stuck, kept my ego tucked and thought that was enough
Now I'm like "fuck", tryna find a new way up, I guess I'm out of luck

I'm always stuck in the right place at the wrong time
But I'll pretend I'm fine
Everything goes wrong when I need it to go right
It happens everytime

Fuck my life, here we go again
Fuck my life, I swear it never ends
Fuck my life, everything is hell
Fuck my life, FML

Yo when I'm back up in it and I feel like winning
I hate high ceilings tryna break through the building
And I'm tryna figure out how
That shit really cramping my style
Ain't no love in the city I'm in
Where all the girls are the prettiest It's, countered by all of the hideousness
They come with a kick of insidiousness so I hit it and quit, aye
While I wish I'm allowed to feel something
Cause I'm stuck in a trap feeling nothing
I've been numb for so long it's disgusting
And the feeling is honestly crushing
The story of my life just tryna live it right
And if I don't at least I know that I tried putting up a fight
But shit tonight I feel like giving up
It's finally been enough, I'm feeling stuck
Look around like "fuck", I'm finally out of luck

I'm always stuck in the right place at the wrong time
But I'll pretend I'm fine
Everything goes wrong when I need it to go right
It happens everytime

Fuck my life, here we go again
Fuck my life, I swear it never ends
Fuck my life, everything is hell
Fuck my life, FML