Trying To Breathe

(album: In Desolation - 2010)

I think I'm having a heart attack
I've done too much of what I shouldn't have done
IF I could you know I would take it back
Wide awake in a lot of pain
Thinking I might not see the next day and
Hoping that I got it in me to see this through

I say things that I can't take back
I torch bridges while I attack and
Compensate by laying myself out flat

I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again
And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end

I hate every second of the god damn day
Give me anything you got I don't care
It's all the same

I need something to take so I don't feel any more
Need something stronger than the night before
I need it before its too late
When it hits me I, I didn't have a choice
I'm screaming so loud I can't hear my own voice
Just make it go away

And I'll just focus on trying to breathe
And I'll just focus on trying to breathe
And I'll just focus on trying to breathe
And I'll just focus on trying to breathe

Feels like I'm having a heart attack
I've done too much of what I shouldn't have done
If I could you know I would take it back

I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again
Just enough to be able to see you again
And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end