Picking Up The Pieces

(album: END - 2015)

I've lost a part of me, what have I become
I'm picking up the pieces one by one
If the burden gets heavy, let me collapse in the sun
I'm searching for peace in a world with none
I know it hurts, but I can't let nobody know
I know it hurts, but I can't let nobody know
I know it hurts, but I can't let nobody know
I am nobody, I know. I'm all I need anymore
At a crossroads just like an asterisk
And I still don't know which path to pick
And I still don't know the half of it
So I'll make my own way, do it my own pace
I just don't feel safe, so keep your distance
I'll get you out of my way if your standing in it
Abra Kadabra alakazam
Then you disappear just like magic tricks
Average kids flex, don't know who they impressing
Bitch I'm a misfit, I don't need attention
Your nothing to me and oh not to mention
You been making music but making no difference
Is it the fact that you ain't what you seem
Is it the fact that your afraid of me
Pussy boy stay away from me, I've just been so angry
I can't shake the urge to bring a body vacancy

Why do I feel empty, can't seem to remember it
Been like this, felt like this since I was just a kid
Don't mind the world, just don't like the people in it
Still keep my door shut, shut out all the ignorance
Keep my blinds closed, won't see me on the streets
Or I sit by the trees with my back to the breeze
'Cause I don't give a fuck bout your lame ass scene bitch
Always rock my own black shirt, black jeans, on me
Yeah that's on me
You don't like my friends then you don't like me
But I don't give a fuck
Cause I don't feel pain bitch, pain feel me
Don't put me down, I'll put you down
Don't put me down, I'll put you down
Why would you give up when you've come so far
Death couldn't be easy if life wasn't so hard
So take what you've got because you can't have it all
And If you ever slip, Don't you ever fall
I know it hurts, but I can't let nobody know
I know it hurts, but I can't let nobody know
I know it hurts, but I can't let nobody know
I am nobody, I know. I'm all I need this I know