Nervous

(album: Halfhearted - 2016)

I used to be the one with no one to turn to
Now I'm the reason people are breathing
I am the bandage if you get hurt you
You need foundation, I am the cement
Seasons change, rotate like the Earth do
Days go to nights and come back to days
Dawn goes to dusk then comes back to dawn
Recycled likely, my mind cannot breathe
I cannot think straight
Gotta to keep my pace if I'm gonna win the race
Mind locked in a daze
Every day a replay of mistakes that I've made
I cannot make the same mistakes
I've raised the stakes, so I'll take the chances
Erase the paint and start a blank canvas
Take the step, advance to enhance
Break the face of art, I make madness
I cause damage, with no leverage
Changed the scene, that's out of the question
Show you real love with no affection
Show you real hate with no aggression
I leave impression, to feel expression
Feel real connection to kill depression
If you supress you won't see progression
You're close to me, but far from perfection 'cause

I don't wanna be perfect
Every day I'm nervous
I don't wanna be worthless
I'm just lookin for purpose
I don't wanna be perfect
Every day I'm nervous
I don't wanna be worthless
I'm just lookin for purpose

My life, the stress
It's pressing up on my chest
It takes it's toll on my head
I wake up blink then I'm back in bed
Tryna save time but I can't stop spending
You wasting mine, then your life I'm ending
The way I'm moving, just one direction
I will not go back to the beginning 'cause

I don't wanna be perfect
Every day I'm nervous
I don't wanna be worthless
I'm just lookin for purpose
I don't wanna be perfect
Every day I'm nervous
I don't wanna be worthless
I'm just lookin for purpose