Enough Is Enough

(album: Halfhearted - 2016)

How come when people have mental damage it's always an act of imagination?
How come every organ in your body can get sick and you get sympathy, except the brain?
So you've got this nagging looptape that goes over and over again that drives you insane
So you see, what the problem is?
What once made you safe, now drives you insane

Somebody tell me, am I enough?
Am I wrong to be this way?
Am I wrong to feel this pain?
It's like every single day is wasted away and I hate it
But let's face it, nobodies special
A sea of faces, I'm just one of the several
I live a life that I cannot call my own
Why live a life, if it only feels stressful
I guess it's just because I don't know no better than this
That's why I cope with my emptiness
I enjoy my loneliness

They will never understand
I will never be like them
They will never understand
I will never change myself

And for people who say, "Oh they're having a nice day, they're perfectly fine," they're more insane than the rest of us

Somebody tell me, am I enough?
Am I wrong to be this way?
Am I wrong to feel this pain?
It's like every single day is wasted away and I hate it
But let's face it, nobodies special
A sea of faces, I'm just one of the several
I live a life that I cannot call my own
Why live a life, if it only feels stressful

I run out the door, where the time goes
Where did my life go
Where did my mind go
I'm stuck in a cyclone
I'm lost in the chaos
A world without high hopes
I'm hoping mine pays off
That's the best that I can do for now
But it's still better than you somehow
So I stay in the shadows, I won't make a sound
Please do not let me out, no, do not let me out

... They're more insane than the rest of us

I don't need nobody to tell me I'm enough
I'm not wrong to be this way
I'm not wrong to feel this pain
I know every single day I'm wasting away, and I hate it
So let's face it, nobodies special
A sea of faces, I'm just one of the several
I live a life that I cannot call my own
And I survive, I don't care if it's stressful