Uneasy

(album: A Blueprint For Writhing - 2012)

Time and time you said you're leaving
In a million years, I'd never thought you'd go
I put out your fire for life, replaced it with the cold
With a winning hand sometimes we fold
The hardest part is getting started
I put a year aside to be my last
It was so hard to see you when I was focused on the past
Some how this life went by so fast

I got an uneasy kind of feeling
It's so hard to say goodbye and let you go
And if you need me to be deceiving
And tell you, there's a heaven for us that sold our souls
That just ain't so,
That just ain't so

I traced your name for the last time
Is this when you came and when you left
It doesn't speak of your eyes
How you were loved more than the rest
How you were prone to innocence

I got an uneasy kind of feeling
It's so hard to say goodbye and let you go
But if you need me to be deceiving
And tell you, there's a heaven for us that sold our souls
And no one was keeping track of the lies we told
That just ain't so,
That just ain't so

I just can't live like this no more
I can't recall what I started for
I can't ask you to wait, when it feels like you've been waiting, so long

I touched your face for the last time
You said, broken hearts and bruises heal
Your name is my love, gave me a smile they couldn't steal
Just know I miss you, just know I miss you, just know I miss you, Just know I miss you
I miss you and always will

I got an uneasy kind of feeling
It's so hard to say goodbye and let you go
And I need you to be deceiving
And tell me, there's a heaven for us that sold our souls
Some one was keeping track of truths we told