Eat Your Heart Out

(album: Struggle - 2016)

"I've tried so many fucking times to help you but you just don't ever listen!
You do not fucking understand me!
"Go ahead, get in, fit in, feel like you belong, peace out!"
That's the only people who fucking accept me!

I don't know how to explain it
I'm hostile
I'm savage
I'm nothing less than fucking erratic
I can't control the way I am
I'll cut you out
I don't give a damn

I'm fucked up

Don't push me too far
Cause I have a dark heart
Been cheated and lied to
It's the anger inside you
Vengeance is vicious
I have a sickness
Vengeance is vicious
I have a sickness

I know it, I know it

I know I'm a wreck
I heard you the first time
Spare me that speech, I know every line
And it hurts to admit, this crutch is my casket
Maybe I'm not alright

So eat your heart out, I guess you were right
I'm just not cut out, to save my own life
So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night
And I hope that's alright
And I hope that's alright

I've lost myself
I've learned to hate
It's over now
The bonds we break
It's fictional
I'm fixable
I'm clinical
I need a fucking miracle
Vengeance is vicious
I have a sickness
Vengeance is vicious
I have a sickness
Wait, wait, wait, wait
Listen, listen
I'm only going to say this once
Life is a joke and I am a liar
Life is a joke and I am a liar

And I know I'm a wreck
I heard you the first time
Spare me that speech, I know every line
And it hurts to admit, this crutch is my casket
Maybe I'm not alright

So eat your heart out, I guess you were right
I'm just not cut out, to save my own life
So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night
And I hope that's alright
And I hope that's alright

It's not a nightmare
This time it's real and it feels like I'll never be happy again
It's not a nightmare
And I've been stuck here so long that I'm scared it'll never end
It's not a nightmare
This time it's real and it feels like I'll never be happy again
It's not a nightmare
And I've been stuck here so long that I'm scared it'll never end

So eat your heart out, I guess you were right
I'm just not cut out, to save my own life
So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night
And I hope that's alright

So eat your heart out, I guess you were right
I'm just not cut out to save my own life
So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night
And I hope that's alright...