YJSTS

(album: The Fight - 2020)

Why am I here, what is he saying to me?
I don't hear him and I feel like running
I'm floating along the topside
I'm sitting on the edge of my own damn headline
I didn't ask for your commentary
Why am I having to beg for something
To hold, to be a part of it
Underestimating what's in my head

Oh what's in my head?

And if I were something beautiful
Could you see me now for what I'm worth
But I know how it goes, no one says a thing
Oh I know things are changing
And the world is what you make it
But somehow, somehow you just stay the same

When does it stop, all of the lying
What if we just said what we're thinking
I'm waiting for the moment I no longer hate
Every single thing that I try to make so
Don't tell me how to make it better,
You'll want me as soon as I'm out of here
So push me around and say that I'm worth it,
I'm something to you when you get your way

Oh what's in my head?

And if I were something beautiful
Could you see me now for what I'm worth
But I know how it goes, no one says a thing
Oh I know things are changing
And the world is what you make it
But somehow, somehow you just stay the same