Toxic In You

(album: Fever Dream - 2022)

I can take another hit
Another hit
Overdose 'til you make me sick
Make me sick
But you know I don't love the shame
In my brain
When I put you inside my veins

But I can't take it anymore
Anymore
Will I ever even make it out the door
Cause all this fucking and fighting
That I keep inviting
Could lead me to my grave

Now I'm self-medicating
Because I love the pain
Self-medicating

I keep feeling like I'm not enough
Not enough, not enough
But I don't run away from you
Knock me down and twist me up
Until I'm all fucked up
But I don't run from you
I guess I'll asphyxiate
Let my heart break straight in two
And now I'm turning blue
Don't know what to do
I just love the toxic in you

Breaking habits
Never been my claim to fame
My straight jacket
Holds me tight says I'm okay
Locked myself in prison
And then I threw away the key
The fighting that I keep inviting
Could lead me to my grave

I keep feeling like I'm not enough
Not enough, not enough
But I don't run away from you
Knock me down and twist me up
Until I'm all fucked up
But I don't run from you
I guess I'll asphyxiate
Let my heart break straight in two
And now I'm turning blue
Don't know what to do
I just love the toxic in you

I can take another hit
Another hit
Overdose 'til you make me sick
Make me sick
But you know I don't love the shame
In my brain
When I put you inside my veins