Habit

I've got a habit
Of pulling apart these pieces
Til they don't make sense

Tangled up
I'm lost with no direction
Can't tell where it starts and where it ends

As hard as I try
To rearrange the moments in my mind
It hurts every time
Hurts every time

You told me to jump
So I jumped
I didn't look where I landed
I put it down to bad habit
If you'd told me to run
Then I'd run
I'm trying to shake out the pattern
I put it down to bad habit

All of my doubts
May or may not matter
But I still carry around

Picture perfect shattered in a moment
When I hit the ground

As hard as I try
Something pulls it back into the light
So I close my eyes
I close my eyes

You told me to jump
So I jumped
I didn't look where I landed
I put it down to bad habit
If you'd told me to run
Then I'd run
I'm trying to shake out the pattern
I put it down to bad habit

I can't take it
I can't take it anymore
I can't shake this
Still rattling my bones
I can't take it
I can't take it anymore

You told me to jump
So I jumped
I didn't look where I landed
I put it down to bad habit
If you'd told me to run
Then I'd run
I'm trying to shake out the pattern
I put it down to bad habit

As hard as I try
Something pulls it back into the light