Forever Sad

(album: Go To Prison - 2015)

Living, Dying, Such a drag
Wasted feeling forever sad
Expectations, way too high
Disappointment, boohoo I'm sad
A beam of light it's my window of opportunity
I draw the shades and I go back to sleep
I am a lousy son
I cooked drugs on my silver spoon
I blew my education too
Cause being bummed out is too much fun
Dying living at my dad's
Ce la vi blah forever sad
I can't help it, It's just who I am man
Wah wah wah, I'm so fucking sad
No turning back, no second chance, my bed's been made
So I just lied down and I fucking stayed
Savvy ambivelant
Can't figure it out, am I appeased or pissed?
I am Adonis, I'm Narcissus
So kistch blase' irrelevant
(All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi
And she wouldn't give it to me)
I guess that I should be doing something with my life
Apply myself and clean my room
I could be learning a trade, I could be seeing the world
But I need the adventure like a hole in the head
I'm a shallow, lazy, parasitic nuisance to you all
Just stayin out and getting fucked
I'll be havin a blast, If I run outta cash
I'll just sell all my stuff on craigslist, uh oh
Yeah I'm the shit your mama warned you all about
You stepped in me and tracked me through the house
C'mon it ain't so bad
This time I think I turned my life around
Pulled a couple 180's now I'm XBOX bound
Happy forever sad