God

(album: Yours Truly Forever - 2017)

Yeah
I wish I could just be honest
Wish I didn't have to lie, just wish I would've kept that promise
When I'm staring at the mirror, I just don't see myself inside it
Wish I could go back in time, get through high school, and go to college, but I just can't now
And I could never turn around, I let my fam down
It's funny everybody saying, "You the man, now."
But no matter what size of these bank withdrawals
It'll never take away the pain I caused, 'cause yeah, I've been unfaithful, God
At times I've been ungrateful God, and
At my lowest points, I went as far saying, "I hate you, God."
And nothing is okay right now
No one feels my pain right now
If I didn't have my team, I would've blew out my fucking brains by now
But I'm just hoping, yeah
But I'm just hoping
Yeah, I'm just hoping

Yeah, I've been unfaithful, God
At times I've been ungrateful God, and
At my lowest points, I went as far saying, "I hate you, God."
And nothing is okay right now
No one feels my pain right now
If I didn't have my team, I would've blew out my fucking brains by now
But I'm just hoping, yeah
I'm just hoping
I'm just hoping someone cares
Yeah, I'm just hoping someone's there
Yeah, I've been ungrateful, God
Yeah, I've been unfaithful, God

Yeah, I'm a liar
I'm a cheater
I'm a sinner
I'm on fire
And I drink 'til my blood gets thinner
I'm an-addict
I'm a loser
I'm a quitter
And I take what isn't mine, so how you figure
Anyone would love me? I can't even love myself
So many broken hearts, but I couldn't tell you one I've felt
I guess I'm just numb to the pain
And evertime someone gets close to my heart, I just stand up running away (away, 'way, 'way)

I guess I'm just numb to the pain
I guess I'm just numb to the pain
'Cause I just stand up running away
Yeah, I guess I'm just numb to the pain