I'm Scared Of Falling In Love

(album: Heartbreak Hotel - 2021)

I'm scared of falling love
Falling in love
Falling in love, oh
I'm scared of falling love
Falling in love
Falling in

I'm scared of falling love
Of falling in love
Of falling in love again, oh
I'm scared of falling love
Of falling in love
Of falling in love, oh

I saw darkness in her beauty, she saw beauty in my darkness
She freed me from my heart, but I'm still trapped inside my conscious
So we, hold our feelings hostage
Wasn't born this way, we're taught this
And I, drink 'til I feel nauseas
To convince myself I want this
But I'm sick of going out on weekends
Sick of waking up so sick and weakened
Spending weeks just drinking
Sinking, drowning in the deep end
In the mirror this reflection isn't mine
Even though I'm smile, I'm standing on the train tracks in my mind
I know, angels they won't protect me
Ones that I love forget me
And everyone that I know found love in themselves except me
I keep on searching for something that can be seen
Can't tell the difference 'tween my nightmares and my dreams
I'm a victim to addictions that control me like a puppet when I take this stage
I found pain inside of love and I found love inside of razor blades
Pray to lord, my soul to take
Promises, I always break
In love with the drugs I take
But still my veins are filled with hate
She held my heart with pretty hands
The devil has a pretty stance
Saw her standing all alone and asked if she would let me dance
And, we're scared of falling in love, we all know the outcome
Everybody needs a heart, but some still live without one, fuck
We all know the outcome
Everybody needs a heart, but some still live without one
We all know the outcome
And everybody has a heart, and made me live without one

I'm scared of falling love
Of falling in love
Of falling in love again, oh
I'm scared of falling love
Of falling in love
Of falling in love, oh
I'm scared