No Drugs

(album: Marigold - 2020)

No drugs and alcohol today
I want to remember everything we talk about
I want to feel light moving in everything you say
But part of me is caveated out
Like maybe certain circumstances are permissible
Maybe I just could and you could just look the other way

Is it so wrong I wanna feel good?
I wanna feel good
Is it enough now just to want to
Even if you mean it?
I wanna feel good

Let's build us a new house for to live
You fortify the outside and I got the interior
I got the materials we're gonna need right here
Yeah, and it's weird to think I had it always
When manifestly I am the same as I ever was
I think the difference this time is that I could just walk away
Yeah, and now all things rushing out

I wanna feel good
I wanna feel good
Is it enough now just to want to
Even if you need it?
I wanna feel good (Yeah)

No drugs and alcohol tonight
I follow my shadow up and out the skylight
I can see an outline settled in the grey (Grey)