Smoking

(album: When Everything Is Better, I'll Let You Know - 2022)

I love him
He loves me
I know that the secret is talking 'bout your secrets
I'm in some kind of hiding place
Wanna be asleep, but I'm awake
Blowing out the candles, cut the cake
I'm waiting on a wish I made

Whispering to sad songs
I'm listening to sad songs
They're telling I'm quietly confident, elegant
They're talking for the hell of it

You're in the doorway, smoking
I'm in the bed and it's cold here
I'm tired of waiting, I wanna be open
Our love is broken
You're in the doorway, smoking
I'm in the bed and it's cold here
I'm tired of waiting, wanna be open
This love is broken, it's broken

I didn't wanna let you go
I didn't wanna believe there was something wrong
Couldn't see the light, I was in the dark
Think I fucked up your heart
Throw away the candles, fuck the cake
Forget the stupid wish I made

Whispering to sad songs
I'm listening to sad songs
They're telling I'm quietly confident, elegant
They're talking for the hell of it

You're in the doorway, smoking (Doorway)
I'm in the bed and it's cold here
I'm tired of waiting, I wanna be open (I'm tired)
Our love is broken
You're in the doorway, smoking (Our love is broken)
I'm in the bed and it's cold here (Our love is broken)
I'm tired of waiting, wanna be open (I wanna be)
This love is broken, it's broken (It's broken)

I didn't wanna let you go
I didn't wanna believe there was something wrong
Couldn't see the light, I was in the dark
Think I fucked up your heart
Throw away the candles, fuck the cake
Forget the stupid wish I made