First Time

(album: First & Foremost - 2018)

Pack my bags 'cause by the morning
I'll be gone for California
I'll just be another picture on your phone
And I wish that I could call you
Right now my plane is boarding
And I'm thinking do I stay or do I go
I don't know

'Cause if I miss my chance
Ain't no turning back
You got me torn
Because

You are the last thing that I need right now
And for the first time
I don't want to leave this town
You are the last thing that I should be without
You're making my heart
Wanna stick around
For the first time
For the first time

Eleven hours later
And I'm about to wake up
Either holding onto you or my regret
See you could just replace me
And then we'd both just hate me
Screaming out the things
I should have said

'Cause if I miss my chance
Ain't no turning back
You got me torn
Because

You are the last thing that I need right now
And for the first time
I don't want to leave this town
You are the last thing that I should be without
You're making my heart
Wanna stick around
For the first time
For the first time

You said it from the get-go
I won't feel love until I let go
Well I just went and dropped it
Out my hands
Now I'm ten thousand miles
Away and in denial
Pretending I'll come back and be your man

You are the the last thing
That I need right now
And for the first time
I wish I didn't leave that town
You are the last thing
I should be without
And I'm so sorry that I let you down
For the first time
For the first time
For the first time
And the last time