Hole In The Wall

(album: Happiness In Self Destruction - 2015)

This room was empty, holes in the walls I'm fucking melting, destined to fall do you feel me?
It's pulling me further away, my family's breaking and I'm giving myself all the blame,
how do you explain that you've been so low you'd steal just to keep your stomach full and your habits up?
I've played that game my time is done, alone, afraid to move an inch on a binge,
it's like they've left me here just to reflect on my sins,
overdosed, so fucking close, sometimes it takes losing everything, the life I chose,

Maybe it's just me and I'll fight it off, I'll find myself [x2]

Maybe it's just me and I can't see I'm hurting everyone that found me,
every word that I said all the shit that I fed into the brains of the hopeless,
I will teach you nothing I will take you nowhere so please just trust me,
open the door just to see this room was empty,
holes in the walls I'm fucking melting, destined to fall do you feel me?
It's pulling me further away, my family's breaking and I'm giving myself all the blame,

Maybe it's just me and I'll fight it off, I'll find myself [x3]

I'll fight it off, I'll push it out, I'll make a change, I'll make you proud...