S.F.B.I.H.Y.D.

(album: Esteem Driven Engine - 1996)

I keep my memories of you in a drawer,
Old letters you wrote me sentimental things.
I can't bear to look anymore,
I guess your life is better now.
Finally have security and a man you plan to marry,
I guess you're not feeling you're without.

Do you ever remember me,
And all those things we planned to be,
The times I held you late at night?
When all I am to you is a memory.

Four years and counting that's all I am,
It's just wasted time gone by.
I can't explain the way I feel inside,
This loneliness grabs me and won't let me go
And I've got nowhere to hide.

I was twenty two years old
And didn't have many friends,
You'd taken everything from me.
I'm not afraid of being alone inside this world
'Cause I know one day your time's gonna come.

I think about you, no asylum in my sleep.
Dreams of moments we have shared are painful things to keep.
Time is the healer and I guess in time we'll see,
When you realize what you had will be a memory.