Ain't Know How

(album: B-Sides & Rarities Vol.9 [2017-2020] - 2021)

Hate my face
Hate my self
Hate my smile
Maybe it just ain't my day
Ain't my self
Ain't know how
(Yuh)
Hate my face
Hate my self
Hate my smile
Maybe it just ain't my day
I ain't my self
Ain't know how

Only if I could break free
From the spell that I put on me
But I guess it ain't my day
I ain't my self
Ain't know how

I've got a reputation for repetition
I keep fucking up the same ways
Fail to face my losses
I run away to feel stuck trying to save face
(Yuh)
Still singing the same old song
Still think that I can go on
Cause I will tank and I will go under
Rings 'round my eyes stay purple
Don't talk to me, I may irk you
On God I've got to be an npc
I keep moving in the same circles
My choices don't portray virtue
Man, they don't serve me
Nor do they serve you
So do what's best for yourself and leave me
I urge you to remain cordial

Hate my face
Hate my self
Hate my smile
Maybe it just ain't my day
I ain't my self
Ain't know how
Only if I could break free
From the spell that I've put on me
But I guess it ain't my day
I ain't my self
Ain't know how

But you're still here
I'm cold inside
Kiss my face
Hold me tight
3 AM
Won't sleep right
Stay awake
Cause all dreams lie
Hate my face
Hate my self
Hate my smile
Maybe it just ain't my day
I ain't my self
Ain't know how
Only if I could break free
From the spell that I put on me
But I guess it ain't my day
I ain't my self
Ain't know how
(Ain't know how know how)

It could take days, it could take years
But I know this feeling finna disappear
And when it comes back and its more severe
Imma be alright
As long as you are here
Ain't kno-w ho-w
(Ain't know how)