If Only

(album: Shanti - 2017)

When I was younger and I didn't know better
Living with these wolves, hurting for pleasure
Some kind of angel took me out of the jungle
From your blue nights
Into sunlight

I sleep better at night without you around
Sometimes I still awake from you calling out

It's too late to hold me
Too late to call me, too
You're saying, "If only
I could get over you"
Too late to know me
I'm going without you
You're saying, "If only
If only"

I said I'd meet you off the freeway, you're lonely
You still don't understand, a woman is holy
Your fake apologies would work on the old me
I get into my car
Leave you where you are

I sleep better at night without you around
Sometimes I still awake from you calling out

It's too late to hold me
Too late to call me, too
You're saying, "If only
I could get over you"
Too late to know me
I'm going without you
You're saying, "If only
If only"
It's too late to hold me
Too late to call me, too
You're saying, "If only
I could get over you"
Too late to know me
I'm going without you
You're saying, "If only
If only"