Letter To God

(album: The Free Album - 2016)

Look this is my letter to God, listen I gotta lot of shit on my mind
I know that this ain't how it works but I figured it's fine
'Cause you know what I'm going through I ain't even got to tell it
But I'll say it anyway if it will help it
Moms told me I should communicate with you more and start repenting
And come to you when I'm in trouble, well like now I'll admit it
I been having loyalty issues, chasing different women
This last chick I went inside I wasn't even rubber blimping
Now that's my first mistake but the second is why I'm tripping
I pulled out like usual but I left something extra in it
And she's in love with you so she thinks abortion is a sin
And we were sinning when we did the shit so what's the fucking difference
I apologize you deserve respect and I should show it
But this is ruining my life and this bitch don't even know it
Damn, and I barely even know this bitch
And what makes it worse I my girl don't even know this shit

Not a doubt in my mind
I need you to give me strength to know things will be alright
'Cause right now I feel so lonely
It like an [?]
I know we don't have the best relationship
But right now I can't take this shit
Sometimes it makes no sense
So I'm writing this letter to you

Hey remember me God, it's Keisha
It's crazy that you here 'cause for so long I couldn't reach ya
You must be busy with everybody else that you been giving luck
Doc says I got two month, not like you ain't give a fuck
You ain't the one who got to feel this shit
They say you got all of them powers, well come and heal this shit
Cancer took over, it looks like it's gon' run its pace
But it's cool 'cause soon you can tell me face to face
How you never loved me, all of that deception
Got me down here facing all this depression
And when I arrive you tell me come inside
But naw, I'm good, I'll take my chances with that other guy
At least I knew all his intentions from the start
We was made in your image but you ain't got no fucking heart
If you did you would come down here and you would stop it
They say we are your kids but it obvious I'm adopted
I swear I'm only fif-fucking teen, soon I'ma be gone
I ain't get to go to college, I won't live to see my prom
I ain't get to have a family or put on a wedding dress
And I'm supposed to thank you because I'm blessed
Ni99a fuck that, you don't give a fuck, I don't give a fuck back
You skip me but send blessing to where them fucking thugs at
Them ni99as out there spreading bullets like rumors
While them ni99as beating cases I can't beat a fucking tumor
This is...

Not a doubt in my mind
I need you to give me strength to know things will be alright
'Cause right now I feel so lonely
It like an [?]
I know we don't have the best relationship
But right now I can't take this shit
Sometimes it makes no sense
So I'm writing this letter to you